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hangar
02:45
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come pick me up, i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever
and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves
you think it's easy where it's darker
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time, i spend my life
just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught
this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in 5 years
like i promise i won't
through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet
every time i feel alive
it will feel just like this
i'll get the things you did
forget the boy i kissed by the hangar
and you'll both be strangers to me
tonight it matters
how i'm not a person who you want to see
'cause i like to talk about the hospital
and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish, it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to
hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in 5 years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
'cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet
this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in 5 years
like i promise i won't
through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet
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2. |
purgatory
03:25
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purgatory, it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here
purgatory, it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here
when you're leaving
i wanna run away too
we're from the same cave
wanna hang out in graveyards, fake little ravestar
dance in the basement, everything changes and goes away
you're angry now and i get it, i get it
do you wish you had never met me?
i'm just hoping you say goodbye
goodbye
purgatory, it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here
purgatory, it's not easy for me either here
now you're leaving, you're leaving
(oakscreen)
leave me in the nether
so i can finally be alone
choking on the weather, never visit our gravestone
never had any ties here, disappear in my bed
keeping all of my friends close, as i run away in my head
compartmentalize everything, every soul in your attic
they stole your happiness, and i promise i didn't have it
and i swear i did my best, and i never talk about you
but i write songs about this, and i feel fine without you
purgatory, it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here when you're leaving
i wanna run away too
we're from the same cave
wanna hang out in graveyards, fake little ravestar
dance in the basement, everything changes and goes away
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seer
02:49
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breathe close to me, i wanna know it's not a dream
'cause it feels so much better than anything
and you see what i am when you look at me
but i can't see you the way i mean to
you're pixelated, baby come just a little closer to the barricade
i press my face to the glass, and all i prayed for and asked
get just as close as it can, then i am pulled away
some hypothetical force changes the keys to the door
i keep on wanting you more, i hope you feel the same
i think the world's gonna end
i wish somеone would say when
'cause i would run to you thеn
i don't think i'd complain
all the tears i've cried could cause an ice age if they froze
if i get through the winter i'll swim to your home
when the glacial melt claims everything that we know
here i go now with my doomsaying, i see you waiting, and it's okay, it'll be okay
i'd give all i am, i'm a hologram
but as long as you'll have me i'll stay
but i can't see you the way i mean to
you're pixelated, baby come just a little closer to the barricade
i press my face to the glass, and all i prayed for and asked
get just as close as it can, then i am pulled away
i want you every day, somehow i doubt that'll change
i just wish that were something i could substantiate
i think the world's gonna end, i hope they let me know when
'cause i will run to you then
i know i won't complain
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4. |
pure
02:35
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there was a time once i thought i could be like you
you should've seen it, all of the meaning in all of what i can't do anymore
there was a time once that i believed in you
thought you'd keep me safe from my weaknesses when i'd speak to you
burn it out in the sun alone
fix my body, fix my soul
pour the fever from my pores
i'm better on my own
'cause i know what i'm like on the inside
i should know the way i can make it right
but i don't, and i'm warm and terrified
it just feels like a bad dream
and i don't know what's happening
and i don't know what happened to me
and i don't know how i can be clean again
think the dirt settled in way too deep
let it into the rest of me
and i give all the best of me too
i don't like what is left of me
i don't know what is left here to do
burn it out in the sun alone
fix my body, fix my soul
pour the fever from my pores
i'm better on my own
'cause i know what i'm like on the inside
i should know the way i can make it right
but i don't, and i'm warm and terrified
it just feels like a bad dream
and i don't know what happened to me
no, i don't know what happened to me
there was a time once that i believed in you
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southview
02:50
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holes in my walls from pulling out thumbtacks
i hate everything i loved six months back
please don’t look at me, i’m sick and so sad
i can breathe as long as you don’t know that
you don’t really ask how i am so it’s easy
i don’t really care if you don’t want to see me
honestly i’m finding your face hard to look at
i don’t wanna try ‘cause i’m tired of the pushback
things can feel exactly right and go bad
i need to remember, need to know that
i can’t move i’m so scared to be shown it
again and again
i don’t have any friends from when i was a kid and i’m so glad
i haven’t seen anybody i’ve known for a long time
in a long time
in a long time
seen anybody i’ve known for a long time
in a long time
in a long time
i haven’t seen anybody i’ve known for a long time
in a long time
in a long time
seen anybody i’ve known for a long time
in a long time
in a long time
seen anybody i’ve known for a long time
in a long time
in a long time
seen anybody i’ve known for a long time
in a long time
in a long time
seen anybody i’ve known for a long time
in a long time
in a long time
seen anybody i’ve known for a long time
in a long time
i'll never see me through your eyes
it hurts too much
i'll never see me through your eyes again
it hurts too much
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